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Monday, September 25, 2006
9:41 PM

HAAADDDDYYYYYYY MIIIIRRRZZZAAAAA!

AHHHHH SO HAPPYYYY! HADY WON!!! AHHHH! my heart sank when he sang the song again after he won la. just so good! ah. he totally owns la. yeahhhh.

to all jon supporters out there, DUN BE SAD OK. both of them were damn good la. both are winners yeah. cheer up yo! (:

haha but i tot the hady cheer was totally retarded la. hahaha. where got ppl cheer OLE OLE OLE OLE in concert?! hahahaha. they think they watching singapore vs indonesia or smth la. ohwells. hahhaha. feeling kinda sad too. no more singapore idol on wednesday. aiya i hate happy endings. ): its like the world cup just ended or smth la. hahaha. but yeahhhhhhhhhhhh HADY HADY HADY! he totally kicks ass!

and and oh. gayle is damn pretty la. awwwww. hahahaha! (:

Sunday, September 24, 2006
9:36 PM

ahhh singapore idol grand finals was really cool! chasing cars was great. but the performance that struck me was hady's "you give me wings"! ah omg it was really damn good la. kinda touched me when he sang it. gave me that kinda feeling when you really connect to someone's voice. the feeling like when i listen to "dance with my father" by luther vandross.

ah hope he wins, wanna hear him sing it across the whole singapore radio station. hes just damn cool la. born to be cool perhaps. his hair, his smile. hahaha okay i sound damn gay but this is pure admiration and nothing else. (:

sigh another weekend has come to an end. went to study at bishan library with anzhen ytd. enriching. then went off to meet fengshuo at town. lan for a couple of hours then headed down to my granny's place.

ohwells sch again tmr. and training. hoho.

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. (:


I don't wanna close my eyes,
I don't wanna fall asleep,
Cause I'd miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing,
Cause even when I dream of you,
The sweetest dream would never do,
I'd still miss you babe,
And I don't wanna miss a thing.

Friday, September 22, 2006
9:03 PM

dear diary,

today was really great but it just din end the way it should. heh. game against pioneer was okay just couldnt really provide the finishing touches. i dun even know the score. cant be bothered about it too. cos i know when we play them again it'll be 80-0. confirmed. yeahhhh.

im starting to feel so uptight playing on the field alrdy. blardy hell thanks to who? that guy la! the one with the devilish looks and demanding commands. just because i din go according to HIS plan. he comes and totally screw my game up. if hes like that, might as well just play himself right? what the hell. expect me to follow everything he says even tho deep down inside i know it wont work out? just cause i decided to do a lil kick after discussing with my teammates, he blardy shouts at me like im his lil shit toy. blardy pisses me off. its like. i have no damn freedom to do what i wanna and what i have confidence in. he just forces you to do everything he wants. everything i do right he doesnt say anything. anything i do wrong only the starts flaring up like crazy on me alone. dun like me say la. heh. during the team talk. he went "listen to brandon or lennie. they will make a decision. no decision is right or wrong. just make a decision and follow it." then i did and shit happened. then after the game, another guy went "we shouldnt play like robots." YEAHHHHH RIGHT. contradictry premises. philosophy teacher yip meng fai will be so proud of me. (:

well. thanks to everyone for ur encouragement. i really appreciate it. makes me feel much more welcome and right. like what chew and kasong said "at the end they only rmb the players, not the coaches." heh.

so yeah. that pretty sums up what i feel. i will continue to train hard for my team and my frens. not for ppl who treat me like crap. (:

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life.
Girl, your all i ever wanted.

Thursday, September 21, 2006
7:26 PM

HEYYYYY.

ah havent been bloggin for some time. just plain lazy or just nothing to say bahxzxz. yeahhhhh.

nothing much has been happening. tests tests and grades are just simply haunting sch life. today was a perfect example. we just had a math test yesterday. then math teacher came into class today. and he went "Boys, i feel very hurt when ppl tell me that the math test yesterday was easy. very very hurt." then he dished out a freakin quiz. yeahhhhh how nice. i din even know anything about that topic so hopefully i can get a mark or two. (:

wanted to go swim after sch but thanks to johnny, when we reached the swimming complex, BOOOOOOM! -thunder. i just knew it la. hes the one la. everytime go out gym or swim with him 9/10 times sure rain la. perfect example, his birthday. 3 days b4 i said "eh johnny i bet ur bdae come sure rain la." and u know what. on his bdae, it din rain. it was a blardy thunderstorm! (: so instead, went off to get a snack and headed home.

ah game against pioneer sec tmr! BIG GAME GUYS. RAPE THEM! -kendrick.



You should let me love you
Let me be the one to
Give you everything you want and need
Baby, good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby, you should let me love you, love you, love you
Love you, yeah

Monday, September 11, 2006
9:43 PM

HEYYYYY.

ah first day of sch was utterly boring. nothing but lessons and lessons and more lessons. every teacher's goingggg "this term is very short. in 5 weeks time its ur common tests............" whine whine whine. tmd. me and jeff are just moaning at how our life sucks thanks to school and the damn workload that we are entitled to when we come to ri.

well. training turned out, good? yes. cause of the rain, we din get field training so we headed for runs. yeah. this is good tho! f^5! hahahaa. pretty shagged right now.

so boringggggggggggg laaaaaaaaaaaaaa. today must be a very special day since MSN IS DOWN. this is like the first time since dunno when that msn is down la. so bored. well. better be up tmr yo.


Cause she's bittersweet
She knocks me off of my feet
And I can'help myself, I don't want anyone else
She's a mystery
She's too much for me
But I keep comin' back for more
She's just the girl I'm lookin' for

Friday, September 08, 2006
10:58 PM

yeap. went to the gym in the morning again. ah its been 5 days of hardcore shit at the gym. hope it all pays off. yeapp. (:

then went to meet the rest to watch THE HOST. ehhhhhhhyerrrrr. sounds scaaryyyy huh. omg thats where ur so wrong u bleed in ur pants! it has to be the most unexciting monster show i ever watched. like some cheap production. with the star actor looking like someone they just pick up from the hawker's to act a dumb role. but u must admit the lil girl is pretty cute la. hahahaha. ok sorry. but yeah. the show was turning one whole big round just to say that monsters can kill people but people will kill the monster in the end. to put it simply, it sucked. yeah.

ah feeling so damn emo right now. sigh.

Cause everytime I breathe I take you in
And my heart beats again
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love
Everytime I try to rise above
I'm swept away by love
Baby I can't help it
You keep me drowning in your love.

Thursday, September 07, 2006
10:01 PM

PAUL TWOHILL!

ah how sad. hes out of sgidol. well. singapore idol just doesnt look right without him la. all his emo crap and funny movements behind the camera. damnn. i wanted a final 3 male showdown. sigh. i respect you paul.

GO PAUL TWOHILL! (:

ANYWAY. BIG HELP NEEDED HERE!

IS ANYONE WILLING TO HELP ME DO MY ENGLISH ERP ASSIGNMENT! I WILL GIVE YOU, KIND SOUL, A REALLY HANDSOME REWARD. HELP NEEDED!

fuck all this shit la. blardy hell. cant even let us enjoy one week of holiday. whole day come up with all this dumb shit ass work for us to do. sometimes i just wonder why we are doing all this shit. put us under so much stress and pressure. "stress and pressure makes u a man and next time u will know how to cope with it". FUG OFF LA. blardy screw up our lives. blardy unfair sometimes i just wish i was in some other sch la. somewhere i wouldnt be feeling so shitty with all these assignments and grades weighing on my shoulders. fuggggggggg.

Broken, this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you, so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to
you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one that gets me like
you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to
you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one who gets me like
you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go, so dishonestly
Leave a note, for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get
to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one, no one like
you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

Wednesday, September 06, 2006
10:21 PM

ahhh today was utterly fun and funnyyyyyyy.

gymed. super crowded today la. really packed. ppl waiting for machines everywhere. like some market la.

yeah then went off to lan and pool. the comps at cuppage are really getting from bad to worse. laggyyyyyy. and out of no where it will just shut down on you la. zz.

so we met kendrick and we decided to just roam around town aimlessly. doesnt sound nice huh? well. thats when u are so. WRONGGGGG! (:

hahaha we stopped off at heerens to begin with. walked around hmv. and then kendrick kicked us off. saying we should play truth or dare and do dumb things since we were so bored. so he walked into the dildo shop and ask the cashier how much it cost! HAHAHHAA. BLARDY FUNNY LA. ok if ur interested in getting one for whoever u wanna, its 100plus bucks. yeapp. happy saving. :D

then we headed down to paragon. and kendrick came up with this idea to do this. "eh we all point towards the sky and say WAH! then run!" HAHAHAH. so we really did it and HAHAHHAHAHAHA. so many ppl fell for it la. they all looked up and there was this OMG WTF HAPPENED-expression on their faces. hahahaha. imagine doing that in the middle of crowded town. hahahaha. best.

then then. kendrick randomly went up to this angmoh lady and went "hey are u mrs smith? when u coming back to sch? ooops sorry wrong person." HAHHAHAHAHA. wtf la.

then we went INTO paragon. and ken the man does it once again. u know theres this lil shop selling really pretty eraser-lookalike chocolates. then kendrick went up to the shopkeeper and went "hey can i buy chicken rice?" HAHHAHAHAHHAA. OMG ME AND JUNCHANG AND CHEW FREAKIN LAUGHED OUR BALLS OFF LA. omg. that was really a killer.

yeah. every love song simply brings me to her! ahhhh. <3!

Everytime our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby, when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams.

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you.

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me, baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time, everytime
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes.

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby, I'm amazed by you.

Tuesday, September 05, 2006
6:46 PM

BOOYA!

just got home not long ago.

went to gym with chris john and glenn. worked out quite a bit then went for a movie. okay when i was on the bus. something extremelyx10000 turned me off. ok the bus was kinda packed. and then this old man in his 60s walked in. quite surprising he know how to take bus. my grandma's singapore is her 3 room flat. but anyway. yes he came walking in and then this blardy screwed up middle aged lady sat on the other seat and left her fuckkkkinnggggg plastic bags on the inner seat. here comes the most disgusting part. the old man walked towards the seat and signalled that he wanted to sit there. BUT THE FUCKING WHORE CUNTSHIT SHOOK HER HEAD AND TOLD THE OLD MAN TO GO AWAY. omg. #^@&*#^@&*^#@^@&. then the poor old man just walked and stood at the back. omg fuckkkkkinngggg whorehead man. bitch slut i hope her boobs start to rot and her butt starts to grow long curly hair! she honestly deserved to get cockslapped by us. bitch.

anyway anyway. here's a good one to lighten things up.

why did the bee cross his legs?



BECAUSE HE COULDN'T FIND A BP (bee pee) STATION!

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHH WAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA BAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH RAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAA.

Monday, September 04, 2006
10:06 PM

ah just found out about the croc hunter's death not too long ago. quite sad huh. i watched his documentaries a couple of times and hes one helluva brave person. he talk to croc like how i talk to johnny like that. super sad this tragedy had to befall on him all of a sudden. damn unlucky.

i guess life is just this unpredictable la. everything can happen all of a suddenly. so. WE MUST CHERISH WHAT WE HAVE. DO WHAT WE WANNA DO. SAY WHAT WE WANNA SAY. LOVE WHO WE WANNA LOVE! (:

yeahhhhhhhh. anywayyyyyyyyy. went off to play pool and lan the entire afternoon. beats staying at home and rottinggggggg and stoningggggggg. yeahhhhhhh.

been staying here all evening waiting for her! ahhh. :D

Sunday, September 03, 2006
3:55 PM

ah its been a blardy boring sunday.

been staying at home doing nothing but watching old dvds. organising unsuccessful outings, shitting and thinking of that dancergurl.

oh dun u just hate the feeling when ur shitting and even tho u feel there's shit right down there but no matter how hard u push they just wont come out? well the good thing is it keeps u thinking. whether u should continue shitting or just give up. quite waste time but according to my uncle, shitting is the best moments in one's life as its very relaxing. mmhmm. im damn bored;

and i just realised they wont be showing brasil vs argentina tonite for some dumbfuck reason. scv din even bother showing rugby matches nowadays. dumb asswhips.

i just cant forget those moments. its been keeping me up all day. the feeling of the other guys around really piss me off too. nvr felt like this before. love at first sight? its like. every lvoe song i hear i just start thinking about you. so unexplainable. wish u feel the same way. damn im one love-sick son of a good mommy. ):

Saturday, September 02, 2006
11:47 PM 

I try to say goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near

8:12 AM

BACK FROM KRUNKMARKET.

omg super super fun. started off scary tho. the ticket clearly showed "no crazy id checks", MY BALLS + SOME HAIR LA. go there only some fat guy shouted for everyone to take out their ids if not get out of the non existent queue. mmmhmm. so with the brains of brandon and the power of ezlink cards, got in with ease.

then it got pretty boring cos we went in so early. fashion show only started at 11 and we were there by 7plus. so just walked around and enjoy the b-e-a-u-tiful ambience. then came the fashion shop. kinda hawt la. rj's john was there to represent a rugby model too. then a group of malay groups were like making stupid noises to ridicule the performance all the time. saying the dancers look like F4 and all. hahaha. kinda helped lifted up the boring spirits tho. useful ppl. yesyes.

then came the best part! dance! yeahhhhhh! omg that was the best la. shall not say too much tho. danced and got to know a couple of ppl, BUT I NO BALLS TO ASK THE NAME. ): hahahahah. what a good boy. the whole atmosphere was super enjoyable. music. ppl going wild. foam. chicks. shaking. just b-e-a-u-tiful. ahhaha. yeah. my 1st party turned out super well. yeah. cant wait for another party. totally fun i guess. im still a noob tho. need to learn the ropes from ppl like fengshuo and victor. (:

then took the mrt home. then at tp bus interchange there was this gal playing the 2006 national day theme song on her hp on loudspeaker while i was eating my hush brown la. so patriotic worx.

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